Yes my dear friend, changes are scary but staying at the same place where you know that you are miserable is not the best either. It takes a lot of strenght to make a big change, it can get overwhelming, stressing, scary and a lot of questions will dance in your mind.

But if you know dear Ryan that this change is for the best, just keep working on it. You will get there and you will not be alone. You will have your familly and friends and a lot of love right there, waiting for you.

And you also know my dearest friend, that we are all here for you! We care for you and we love you so much!

((((((((((((((((((Ryan)))))))))))))))))))))))

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