This is what I always circle back to... is it necessary to discuss X, am I being an idiot for not tell X, am I abnormal for even thinking about X, what is there to gain by telling X, ........on and on. Meanwhile, X is probably no BIG DEAL, probably is something that I've already told her numerous times just didn't realize it (LOL), probably means NOTHING in the larger scope of things, and is just something that I am using to make myself miserable for whatever reason. THIS I BELIEVE IS MY PATHOLOGY!! Its not about the past, the current, worry about the future, it is that my brain just constantly runs through stuff over and over again from different perspectives considering different outcomes. Then when I get tired of that I move on to, it necessary to discuss Y,......

Meanwhile, LIFE is passing me by. :-) RAISE YOU HAND IF YOU DO THIS TOO!

...HOWEVER ... SpottedOwl and SAWE, I AM in an accept and LOVE THY SELF state of mind this week...its all good..., today..., at 11:09 AM :-)