Wishing to do things alone is part of the disease of addiction. It alienates us from the world by finding fault with all things community. It knows the power of social connections and in its desire to survive,,like in all wars,,it moves us away from any protagonist to our cause...

I learned early on in my profound state of surrender and willingness that any help was better than the help I had been giving myself...

If you remain alone in your fight,,,that aloneness will deliver you to your disease again,, and again.

BTW,,AA only suggests that you admit powerlessness and that,,in its own accord allows the power of others whether Higher or not to enter your life...

With Care,

Lenny