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Originally Posted by lou99pop
thanks everybody.. 
still numbness no expressing to say how i feel now.. just got up tearful again. tried phoned doctor few times my mind kept changing mind frequently 'dont bother call doc', 'you dont need it', 'sleep will do better', 'you are wasting their time', 'you dont look after yourself' etc... can't switch it off. |
lou my depression used to tell me the same stuff about not getting help. you are worth it and deserve to feel better! hope you will make that call to your doc. please let us know if u do or don't cause we care about you. be kind to yourself and make that call. i know you'd tell a good friend who was suffering as you, to make that call. so be your own best friend!  
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