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Old Mar 11, 2009, 02:01 PM
Orange_Blossom
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Totally detached and emotionally dead.

I find myself totally avoiding anything to do with my mother's death.

Conversations, decisions, all of it. I can't deal with the emotion I know is buried under the cement, otherwise known as my heart, so I look the other way. I am multi-tasking like hell and damn good at it.

I am tired of dead people interfering in my life.