wow madisgram - that is really interesting. do you remember what the program was at all? or the technique? i would love to read into it more (probably won't find the show in australia).

frayedends - you're right on with not noticing it when things are down. it's just when they pick up again, and you really notice the absence of vitality then.

i'm surprised my pdoc hadn't heard about this from his other clients, because typically he's seemed to have heard it all. it's very reassuring knowing others experience this though.