((((((((((muse))))))))))
College stuff can be stressful/scary/surreal/an amazing adventure/the time of your life. It's a lot to deal with all at once, I completely understand!
Dunno if this'll help ease a little of the stress, but most colleges have student support counsellors who are trained to deal with ... well, just about anything, including depression. So at least you know that if you have difficulty dealing with the change of going to college, you'll have a professional support network available to help you through it. Mine has been absolutely AMAZING.
Glad you could get some of your feelings out here. Keep posting to let us know how you're getting along. We care.