Hangingon, your my hero again. Sounds like you are not horsing around and... wow, sounds like you are doing a great job (not perfect of course), but a great job non then less of taking the leap and communicating. The hug your T offered sounded really great. I don't care what other tend to say about T contact... the way this was done sounds very appropriate and safe.

I'm not sure what your mind tends to do with experiences like this. But if you are at all like me, and your mind tends to warp them into something else...I would strongly recommend you save this thread and look at it again when you start doubting what happened and whether you deserved to be with such kindness. What you posted here says....it was really helpful and YES you deserved to be given a hug for taking that leap. (((hangingon))) there another cyber hug for sharing this positive T experience.