I don't know if that's OCD or not(which I have btw).
I have visions of me fighting and delivering justice, where I slash people with swords or shoot them-(I also think I will need to fight eventually, but that's a different kind of vision.)-; but i think these particular ones might just be fantasies, as in reality I feel very hopeless, plus I'm always trying to control things that I can't, and it's sorta related to that maybe.

Then again I apparently have signs of psychosis; well I know I do, but sometimes I think the Mental Health Team are just narrow minded.