xoxoxo
Down the road, your actions will be seen as 'an act of love' on your part to save your child, I believe this. She will see when she is ready... meanwhile, trust your own heart and intent. You love her. That is all there really is, love... and it takes different forms at certain times.
It is not always soft, and it is not always permissive.
It is, in your case now, action with responsible concern for her life, for her well-being.
When she gets straightened out, (and she will), you both will be closer than ever, most likely.
Be easy on yourself. You did what a loving parent was called upon to do... protect her from herself.
You will be honored for this.
Trust yourself.
Love and Peace,
Night
xoxoxo