Yeah it makes sense

The same as me - but in reality that's because of the type of OCD that I have.
I was thinking something like that last night - maybe I was trying to keep control in my mind at least - so thinking of stabbing people (just certain people anyway) was my way of doing that, if not then someone is making me think this.

They said that to me as well - you got referred to the Early Intervention in Psychosis team right?