No need to take on guilt that isn't yours. You're new, right? Surely you haven't done any of these things.

Stop worrying, please.
By the way, Welcome To The Board! It's not always like this, okay? There are a whole lot of caring people here and the support is here to be had.
You'll soon find out that I'm the one with the big mouth. LOL I calls 'em as I sees 'em, but I'm also a very caring person. Please don't be afraid of me. My bark is a lot worse than my bite.
Thanks so much for having the courage to respond.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.