(((((rhapsody))))) so sorry things are still not going well, still. idk, but it might be a good idea for you to get away for a while if you can manage it. life is way too short to have to be upset all the time when someone u love is constantly being unreasonable. i lived that way myself too long and regret, in my case, not having left sooner all together. that may not have to be the outcome in your case but i can tell you i'm no longer in a state of anxiety, anger, nervous, fearful, etc. i hope you can find some peace in all this that you are going thru. if it means leaving for a while, maybe that would be a good thing. we all deserve our serenity. take care. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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