Hey Pix,

Sounds like its starting to get really real. If the traumas are starting to surface, please, please discuss them with a professional in the field of DID. Its one or the other, courage or fear,and what really sucks....courage and fear are brothers. It IS possable to recover from DID, but I had to do the work......and yes....it requires WORK.....when the emotional pain started to control every inch of my being, even outweighing the physical pain, it was then and only then when I became willing to do the work, which means each fragment of MY brain had a trauma, so I had to find the courage to face each and every trauma.god gives courage, and guidance and direction and help, if I ask.

Doug.....recovering from DID