Yeah I don't really agree with it either and I won't take the medication - I need to be able to think clearly.

Well the thing is - there is a light in the sky - not a star, venus or UFO lol, it's a camera and it's watching everything. I'm not totally sure about this, but I think it might be trying to control what I think.

I get what you mean about the Puppetear thing (although I don't think anything like that) and that sounds pretty hard - I get messages from the TV and other things I see, but that's more of a warning so I'm ready- which is helpful.

I've thought things like that before a few times - although mine wasn't that bad. I wasn't sure if I was the only real person - didn't want to leave the room incase I ended up some where else, so I was thinking about it and I thought maybe I was in a coma or something and I was just going through what I would normaly do - but that's passed now.

That would have been scary for you though.

lol no you don't sound freakish