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Mar 12, 2009, 10:40 AM
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Member Since: Nov 2008
Location: in the glitch inside my brain
Posts: 2,160
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Pdoc wants me to start taking monthly shots of prolixin to make me med compliant.
They have rare side-effects. Permanent ones. One is death, the others are facial tics, major tremors, and muscle contractions that don't ever relax.
My, let's say, self-destructive/self-sabotage thoughts shout: Take the shot to get those awful side-effects, esp DEATH.
ME, myself says, “take the shots so you feel and function better”
Now I am really confused.
Why can’t I just take some Zoloft at a high, high dose to treat my OCD and forget about a bipolar cocktail (ant-psych, mood stabelzer, and AD)?
Because my , let's say, self-destructive/self-sabotage thoughts shout: YOU AREN’T Bipolar. You aren’t sick. You are a FAKER.
I am confused. And I need support and hugs and advice.  Please?
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