T always knows I don't want to be there... last night she said "do you not want to be here for the normal reason?" My reason is usually "I just dont feel like being here"...funny thing is at the end I usually feel a little better

...i dont know if it's cuz the session is over or b/c it was nice having a place where its okay to be me (even though i have a hard time accepting it's okay)
pink

you might feel better afterwards...