Thank you so much, everyone... I am feeling better lately, especially after ranting to my Pdoc/T, and realizing that a lot of this is coming from craziness re. college. I kind of have a plan, which is helping... but I'm changing meds again within the next few days (just lowering the dosage of the Neruontin by 100mg) so things might get a little wonky... I'll keep you updated.
You all are the best!!