hey
i just need to vent. I am very tired right now because i worked today and i didnt get enough sleep. also, another that made me more gloomy or i should say moody is because when i went to the pharmacy to pick my medications that dropped off yesterday, the pharmacists did not even know that they had to refill it again. I had to wait 45 min for them to give me my medication and they did not even said sorry, that they forgot to refill it. I was sitting there impatient and restless because i was so tired. and MOODY. even at one point i thought that the world was against me, like why me? Why they had to forget MY medication? Out of everybody else, it had to be ME. then again, i was controlled by my emotions and tried not to argue with the pharmacist. what a day i had. I just want to forget this day because i was moody like when I was very, very depressed a year ago. i dont wanr to back to the dark, black hole of loneliness and worst of all, sadness. Sorry if i am complaining but i need to share it with someone, even if online.

sadnessrose