I'm sorry Jan. I know how hard those times can be. Right now my anxiety is acting up. I feel paranoid about everything. My mania is trying to escalate. I've been getting about two hours of sleep the past three or four days. the house is spotless, so is the car, and the yard would be too. If my fiance didn't make me come in, he had to drag me in. Apparently a neighbor called and thought there was a prowler in the yard. oops feel better soon