Lucas, feel free to talk to me anytime ok hon?
after all i am your mother.
:P
its a shame that hes gone, very sad. but im always here to try and keep you safe, and happy. your incredibly strong you know that? even if you dont feel it. youve put up with more in life than most people can even imagine, and that is something to be very proud of. you are a fantastic kid.

*safe hugs* and good luck and health to the future. PM me any time, i know you dont wanna bother people and all that but hey, im here to be bothered :P