I'm not sure how to reply but i also can't keep a job. I'm 42 and have never been able to hold down a job. I usually get so anxiety ridden I walk out and then usually regret it. My husband also does not understand, he is the bread winner here. I have a hard time finding jobs considering I can't put down any past experience because i was never there long enough. I can't get disability because they say i never paid enough in to get disability. Not being able to work for so long I apparently haven't paid enough into the system to get anything back out. So I feel lost. A virtual shut in. I have a couple close friends but they don't understand my in ability to work.