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I am imagine it must have been very difficult growing up without "mom".
My mom was very distant, didn't show her love much.
I just lost her to cancer a little over 6 months ago. Her birthday is the day before mother's day. I know it's going to be a very difficult because I am love her and am angry with her all at the same time. It' sort of confusing.
Sounds like you had a very insightful session.

hangingon