Coconut,
Thats the great thing about therapy, we are allowed all these emotions.
I had that talk with my old T, how I feel this huge wall up between us and that I can't connect. I cried when I had told her that because more than anything I wanted to connect, but at the same time I was scared to death to for fear of abandonment. It's a constant battle between the two with me and it can be very, very overwhelming.

I love that your T said he is not going to give up on you. Your T can handle it, its going to take time and patience on your part. Try to be gentle with yourself.


Hangingon