Two weeks back a boy said to me "F*** off you immergrant!" I didn't even say anything to make him say that. He use to be someone I liked as a person. (not a friend) Then it was the harshes thing to say to anyone, right to there face. Then I replied "Why did you say that because I'm not." Then he said " I dunno, oh well!" It really made me believe that I shouldn't have been born. No one has ever said that to me before right to me. Then I rest my head lying on the table crying, because the way he said that hurt more than the word. Mostly his expressions on his face said it all. I didn't tell te teacher about it. But his mates fell out over it. So he doesn't have many friends anymore. He did say sorry but it was an unlikely I didn't mean it thing to him. The other day I stayed in bed until I had no option left to go to school. I don't talk to him anymore. Why he said that, I will never know? Did he meant that well he's always been a little bit harsher to different kinds of people in the world! I take some things to heart and this went to my brain saying that I don't belong here. I will try to let go of what he told me. But then I will learn to trust people in life who respect me for who I am! One day he will realise that mistake that he should have not said. But now he only cares about himself. Disapointed with choosing to believe him in the first place. But after I had a little panic attack and couldn't stop breathing in and out so fast for 10 minutes waiting for the bus to come and pick me up to go home. Has anyone felt the same before or is it just me because I am DIFFERENT? (ps: dunno what topic this would be u as, but I know it made me depressed for a couple of days and still makes me feel abit upset now and again.)