This is so hard.

I know life shouldn't be.

I hate bleeding everywhere.

I hate doing this.

Drunk a lot.

I should be better than this.

I am a failure to everyone. I should be better than this.

This should not be me.

I shouldn't even be here.

Hatred.

Sad, Sad.

I have nowhere to turn.

Bleeding.

I'm not supposed to feel like this, i have good things in my life, but depression has controlled my life since i was such a young girl.

And it really hurts.

More that SH could ever could.

.....sorry to post, forget about me, i can't even be anything, forget....