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Wow, I can SO relate to this. In fact, that's why I came to this site in the first place...because I wanted to analyze and think about and learn about therapy and figure out what might happen, and where it might take me, and what I should expect. It was a huge obsession of mine, especially early in therapy.

I think I am FINALLY learning to "trust the process"....just through going to therapy, and experiencing what happens in the room. I have talked about and dealt with things in therapy that I NEVER expected to - certain traumas, the relationship with T, my extreme dissociation - and I haven't talked (yet) about the things I expected to (childhood). Therapy just takes me where it takes me.

Yet somehow, even without me being in control, I am healing. Not how I expected to, but in my own way, the way that is right for ME, right now, in this relationship, with this T.

And so are you... (((((((((((((((((((peaches))))))))))))))))