Ok so this is the deal. I saw my T on the 4th of March , some of the things that she says i said , i dont remember.. but for the sake of argument lets say that i did say them . We went over that day by about 30 minutes and were alone in the office for that 30 minutes. At some point during the conversation T apparently made a comment and my reply was "well dont forget that we are alone in here" ( i dont remember making that statement , but anyway. So i according to the T i stayed about another 15 minutes and then went on my way. That friday on the 6th i spoke to my T on the phone for about 15 minutes, but nothing was said about what had happened. Then on the 10th i went in for a session and we mostly chatted during that session , we did talk about the "threat " that i made , but T said that she wasnt afraid of me when i said it , she actually thought it was funny because "i was acting much like a sarcastic teen , and besides as she stated it was a fun session". Nothing else was mentioned about the "threat " that i had made. That session ended with me really spacing out and feeling so little and scared things like that , but totally unrelated to the "threat". Yesterday comes and i have another session scheduled , i go in and we talk about what happened in the minutes before ending the last session , stuff like that ... make it through the session without a lot of junk , mostly talked about feeling type stuff. Finally at 3 minutes till 5 (the time was pointed out to me by the T) she dumps this thing on me that since i "threatened" her on the 4th , she was forced to report it to her supervisor , something about she was wrong for letting me go over that day and be alone in the building with me , and that she didnt want to ask anyone to stay over time waiting on us , since it was 5 and everyone wants to get off work by that time. Well i didnt hear a lot past , you have been reported as a potential threat to the supervisors. I did manage to say to her " and now you just get around to telling me about this , after so many different interactions". To which she replied "well i am telling you now". I am fuming ... I have been with this T for almost 4 yrs now and in no way have ever wanted to hurt her , nor tried to hurt her. I ususally wont even tell her the details of the abuse that i went through , because i fear that it will hurt her mentally, and we have talked about that so many times. UGH. So i get up to leave and she says to me " so now your going to leave here all pissed off at me " , i simply said "yes" , but what did she want me to do , she just told me that she was in fear of me and that she didnt like staying after 5 , " because everyone wants to leave on time" and pointed out the time to me .. so WTF. I am so sad , upset , hurt , feel betrayed , ashamed the list goes on . And by the way she said that only the supervisor knows of the incident , but interestingly enough at 5 the secretary buzzes in and says can you pick up , she does and says thanks . Well normally in the past what happens is that the secretary buzzes in and says its 5 and i am leaving now ok . So who the hell is she fooling , that the secretary isnt aware of the "threat". I cant see myself going back to her , now that i am considered a "threat ' to her saftey or anyone elses. So extremely sad !