Thank you all for your supoort and encouragement. I told T early this week that work is the only thing I know how to do right, he said he didn't agree. Then he tells me this, yes I know he is not giving up, but the reality is that I'm so f*** up. I just want to quit everything.
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The patient's job is to repeat in the therapy all the stuff that has been disastrous before. The T's job is to not let it happen, but to point out how it is happening.