Warning: may trigger

I'M IN A BAD MOOD
"bad" doesn't even begin to cover it

I want to scream and cry and throw things!

Gah. Every tiny little thing got to me today and now I'm so angry at absolutely nothing that I can't sleep. I can't deal with anything remotely frustrating. I JUST CAN'T HANDLE IT TODAY!!!!!

Tomorrow I have so much to do but the thought of ANY of it just makes me so mad. Why should something like SCHOOL take up my sunday? Why should I let my parents call tomorrow when all I know they're gonna do is nag? Why should I do groceries when the store is going to be so packed (as it always is on weekends) that I'll have to wait in line forever? What's the point of going to my favourite coffee place when on weekends it's so packed I can't hear myself think? I'm even angry with the WEATHER for being NICE because it drew so many people out today that I could feel them pressing on me from all sides and getting in my way.

AAAAAAAAAGH!!!

i'm used to the depression. I'm used to being sad. But there's no sadness. I'm ENRAGED and I don't even know WHY. I haven't been this irritable in ... i dunno how long.
I definitely woke up on the wrong side of the bed!!!

*screams in fury 'til her throat is raw*