It depends on my mood or stress. I might eat if I am really worried about someone, or stress could make me go into anorexic-type behaviors. In either case, food eases the pain when we eat or starve. I am so torn sometimes between which direction should I go, eating or starving. I have been trying more and doing better, but the thoughts are constantly there making chaos in my mind. If I am worried about someone and eat lots (junk food usually), I hate it and hate it more and feel guilty. It's never easy.+