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For those who don't know---which is everyone except for YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE---I've been having a rough time lately with my health (nothing like cancer or anything) and in my personal life, which has been pretty much turned upside down. My sister went to prison for drug abuse, my engagement ended--badly--, and I've had other major life events lately. My mother has been in the process of adopting my sister's three little kids (both my sister and the baby's father went to prison on lengthy sentences for Schedule II drug dealing and usage). I was dismissed from school for missing too many days due to said health problem, of which now I have to petition to get back in (even with doctors letters because my school administration sucks). Yep, it's been a lot. I feel like the last thing I should say is how my dog got run over by a car or something (he didn't! lol) else drastic!

A rough time a lot of months now that have culminated into one giant mess. I just didn't realize how much it was all affecting me until I ended up in the hospital ER a couple of times with severe allergic reactions. Yeah, more than once. I've got a thick head. Anyway, I'm much better. Certainly not back to my old normal, but much better. I went to session on Thursday and actually ALMOST CRIED. Maybe I did cry a drop. Well, that's a big thing for me. I don't cry in session, and haven't for the two years I've seen my T. It shows that in crisis I felt comfortable enough with him to do that. Actually expressed emotions instead of just telling him stuff.