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Old Mar 15, 2009, 05:56 AM
sittingatwatersedge sittingatwatersedge is offline
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Originally Posted by chaotic13 View Post
I feel really bad sometimes because my T always seems ready and willing to listen, but I continue to play the push--pull game. .....
Oh! C13.... I don't think it's a game. I think it is evidence of a deep need to draw closer, and a deep need to flee. at least it is with me.
Some others besides T have experienced this from me and yes after a while I sense they may feel it's a game and may resent it a great deal; this makes me so sad, because I can't seem to help it - it's no game but is very real in me - but there's no way I can tell them what I know.... it is very painful.
Thanks for this!
searchingmysoul