Sunrise---thanks. When stuff like this happens i have a tendency to retreat into myself, and want to be by myself, which I am sure is not good. I have been trying to keep busy, but I did call him last night and hearing his voice gave me a sense of relief--it was obviously only temporary...

HelloImStevie--I gave in and called. I did a really good job at not calling him for a few days and gave in. He was really the only one i called when anything ever happened and now I dont have him anymore. It wasn't a rough break it was just the reality of the situation. We have been together for 3 years and living 400 miles away from each other for 1.5 of the 3 years. We talked everyday and visited when we could, but i guess it wasnt enough for him....

Thanks guys