Angie~ I know but as I explained,and I guess to further elaborate on this , is that I want to be informed.Its part of knowing myself. I have barely understood myself all my life and I finally feel like it is happening since I know what my dx is. Idont know how else to explain it , I'm sorry. Its no different to me than if I had cancer . I want to know what is going on , what is going to be happening to me etc. Maybe that better puts in in perspective IDK. Thanks for your kind advice hon. I appreciate it.

Hugz
Beth