All that anger's gone now. Well, not gone, because I can occasionally feel it bubbling up inside me, but I don't think I have the energy to be angry anymore. So I'm just ... calm, I think. And maybe just indifferent to everything, for now. Decided to take today for myself and just not bother with anything else. I'll try again tomorrow, I guess.

I was in such a nasty mood yesterday. Dunno where it came from but hopefully it won't be back for a long, long time!!

So grateful for PC and the space to vent. Don't know what I'd do without this place!