My T was on vacation last week, and this week her schedule was so packed she couldn't get me in until Thursday!! At 3 PM!!!

She said she usually has cancellation and if she did she would call me to see if I wanted to come in, or if I really needed to see her I should call and she would come in early one day.

Well, the last week was really rough and I REALLY would love to see her before Thursday. I have been waiting for her to call all day today!!!

But......I CAN't BRING MYSELF to call her or email to ask for an appt.
I want to, but I can't

I feel like if I do there will be too much pressure for the T appt - for me to disclose everything that's been going on.....you know, since I *asked* for the extra appointment. And I would really really hate it if she came in early just to see me......too much guilt.

ugh - I don't really know why I am posting this.....
......but it's going to be a long wait until Thursday.