So it has been a very long time since I have posted in this forum because of me. But I am extremely dissapointed in myself and I dont have anyone I can go to. I cut myself. It had been about two and a half years since I have done it. I am a complete failure. I worked and struggled for myself to break through the urges, the feelings, the worthlessness, the pain, eveything. And now all I have to show for it is yet another failure. And those creeping, smothering, really bad thoughts are starting to come daily. I dont know what to do. Everytime I try to tell someone close to me, cant do it. I really need some support right now. But I suppose I dont really deserve any support