MC...thank you for your replies. I have an appointment tomorrow. I really don't want to go but I'll try to. I just don't know what to tell T. I'm very discouraged, depressed, I have been seeing him since 2007, that's a long time and to hear that I cannot connect. I know it's true, that's what it hurts so bad. Maybe I just can't do therapy Maybe I'm not capable of the level of intimacy required.