I know I'm not being very realistic. I so wish I had a woman to love in my life, yet I don't do anything irl to get one. I hardly go anywhere or do anything social. And though I long for love, I don't really like people that much. I can't stand noisy people or crowds. Much of the time I am content being alone. Yet my heart longs for love. I just don't know how to change. I would like to be more open to people, but I am so use to living alone like I have been that I don't know how. How do I learn to want to be with people???