i went, tried to join in the conversation. if i could relate to it at all i had trouble getting a word in... i don't understand how groups talk without cutting each other off... seems whenever i try to say anything i end up cutting off someone else. often people are impressed with what i do say. sometimes i wonder if they think i'm too smart to be comfortable with. i'm not... but i'm also not very good at their kind of fun... which usually feels very pointless and not fun to me. and that's it.