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Originally Posted by earthmama
Totally amazed that the two parts of me could meet and that the littlest part of me could have that knowledge. (T told her and I "got" it AND remembered it).
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Wow - Earthmama - this is awesome. So intense.......and it sounds so healing. I am so glad you got it and remembered it.
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Then, I was standing in the kitchen peeling potatoes for dinner and this impulse as big as the SUN, as big as the UNIVERSE, came over me to take ALL of my klonopin, or grab a knife and just start hacking away at myself.
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THIS is scary - but I totally understand.
I struggled with intense, impulsive thoughts like that a lot last summer. It was startling and very disturbing.
I don't know where the thoughts come from and I wonder why you would have those impulses afer such a *healing* moment.
Sorry I don't have an answer for you, but I just wanted to know you are not alone.....sometimes that helps.
Thinking of you and sending
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Stay safe.......
