Thank you so much for all your support. It is so comforting knowing that others can relate to how I am feeling and thinking. For so long I wondered why I was so different and now well I guess I am not. I am feeling much better, but my weekend was tough, so I did as so many suggested, I did something I really enjoy and I felt so much better today.
Peaches are you sure you're not related? (Ha HA) Sound just like my father. How can one child be put on a pedestal even though they do things that are not so kind and here we are trying to live our lives the best we can and we get bombarded with you should haves and why are you more like your sibling.
THinking back to my conversation with my mom I think that I tried to reach out for some TLC and she just didn't get it. My sister doesn't keep in touch on a regular basis (I call on a regular basis) and often doesn't follow through, so when she does call and plans something my mother gets all excited like WOW isn't........just wonderful she wants to........... Boy does that make me mad and hurt. I don't hear that WOW when we plan or talk.
Thinking this way makes me think I am a spoiled brat. I guess she just doesn't get that I need some TLC sometimes and a little WOW from her.
My session is later this week and I am a bit nervous. I guess I need to talk to my T about last week. I know my T will be understanding. That's a good thing!
Thanks to you all!
The repairman was very nice , but I could have been his mother.