I don't know what is wrong with my mom, she is like this, she goes through extreme mood swings. One minute she is yelling at me the next she is hugging me and telling me she loves me, it's confusing and all the noise makes my PTSD go nuts, all the yelling and slamming of doors and the tension.

I'm having to surpess the urge to just start screaming, I just want to start screaming, and then collapse in tears, I feel parinoid and frustrated, and angry at myself for being like this...