ktgirl---yes I have been sleeping, but not without the help of something and even that sleep is restless.

Peaches--I am trying to keep busy. It's hard to visualize a connecting session though...I have such a hard time even remembering what she looks like a lot of the time--even when I make it point to look at her at each appt. (sigh) I don't know what my problem is.

Chaotic--I am trying to breathe and relax, but I dont want to relax. i have to keep going. I am just having a hard time with this break up and all the emotions that are flooding me at the moment---im not used to this at all.

Sannah--Im okay...i think. When things get to much for me to handle I have a tendency to retreat into myself and withdraw from everything and busy myself with things to do. So I went and bought and new digital slr and got a new tattoo, cleaned my room, my car, have been working out (which sometimes isnt a good thing for me)...but I will be fine until I see T next week.