I saw my counsler yesterday. She threw 'The Wall' at me. She had me break down Anger into other feelings. Mind you, this anger im talking about is just on what this thread is about. Theres other anger to but im not going there. It seems what my problem is, is that i'm sad, mad and i feel abandoned by my family and friends. It took the whole session just to get to that point, but she said next week we're gonna get down to the nitty gritty about it.

Just that last 15 minutes of session yesterday. Going to the other side of the 'wall'. I think i see where people talk about crying in therapy. Cause it really hurt just getting that out. I still don't know that i'll cry, but i know its going to hurt like i'd want to.

thank (((ya'll)))