<font color="black">There is alot of change coming in the months ahead, more like 7 months that is really depressing me. I shouldn't worry about things before it actually happens but I just feel lost, that I belong now where. Not even here. (Not psychcentral)

My mind is going crazy again with thoughts of violence, that stupid daydreams that I always posted about in the PTSD thread are back. They are all the time, constant. I don't know if it's coming up all of a sudden because of the events that are eventually going to change my life forever....? I'm not sure anymore... I'm not sure of anything.

Sorry I'm not making any sense right now... </font>