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Originally Posted by cantstopcrying
Come out from hiding....it's a beautiful day (here it is, it should be there, too). Realize you are loved and have people here to lean on. Share the burden, let us carry it for a while!!  |
Im trying. its hard to want to stay out of hiding. with a two week wait to see my T. and trying to come up with the money until we meet our deductible. just playing catch up right now. and almost want to say. nah. don t need T. not a bill i want to be paying.....i know stupid.
me
ps....its also my real mothers birthday. and shell be gone 6 years now. Half of me feels guilty for hating her and the fact that Im happy shes gone. the other half wishes today was over with already. after all I have a mother that loves me regardless now.