Hi Everyone

I don't know what to do. I have had medication changes recently. I have withdrawn from college for the time being.

I don't take care of myself and my home anymore. I can go several days without showering and brushing my teeth. Staying inside...mostly sleeping, watching tv or internet.

I have zero motivation to go outside. It's cold. I have to force myself to keep appointments and even this is a struggle...I keep on rescheduling or canceling appointments.

I feel and look like absolute crap!

What do I do to change? Where do I get the motivation to take care of myself and my home?

I given up on myself. My brother (only family) won't deal with me. Everyone around me seems to be having a successful life.