Hi sonofrah!! Welcome.........we all react the same way when given the bipolar news........we may feel some immediate relief at the dx because it gives us a reason.......but not a solution.

You are definitely not alone........I was dx in 2007 with a lovely stint in my favourite psych hospital at the age of 35 and I had to give up everything.......my job, my degree and my freedom. I had much grief and sadness........and oh so tired.

I had already battled for 15 years with Borderline Personality disorder and Schizoeffective and, gosh, I just wanted a break!!! Much anger.......

It DOES get easier........or maybe more accepting.......I have good shrinks and am on good meds.....although took some adjusting.........it can be done.

Bipolar is not a life sentence.........its just a part of you that reminds you to look after yourself, love yourself unconditionally and roll with the punches......leave the rest to the professionals to help you nut out the pathology of it........You WILL come out alright......

You can do it!!!